DAY 7.

straight up. cheating is wrong. whats the point in cheating when you are meant to be with the one person you care about.. on some aspect I can see why people do cheat when you are drunk because you are very vulnerable, but i don't find it acceptable when people do it repeatably because i don't get how they could forgive themselves. A kiss, i could get over, but anything to do with oral or fondling i couldn't.. maybe i could, but a lot of trust would be lost. but when people have sex with someone else, blurgh makes me sick; because it's in some awful/drunken/disgusting way. 

DONE. cheating = horrid. why do it? you get such a horrible name for yourself and your trust is just lost. 

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i also had a lovely day! i laughed until my cheeks where hurting! i <3 grace and aidd. saw an old friend, so it was good to have a short but sweet catch up :) although i didn't do a lot in Whitby, it was good to have a good old natter with your best.. not even kidding.. feels like a lost a limb! so then i went to workies and got a lovely tip off this lovely family :') bless. going to bed with a smile on my face tonight but i'm not liking not talking to my boy.. either way.. hope he's had a fab night and not got too drunk! i ♥ my friends 

peace out. 

DAY 6.

the person i like, or currently in love with is Antony and why i love him, is what is described in 'DAY 3'. be treats me lovely and is also my best friend. i can talk to him about anything and everything, but i miss him a lot. just considering we've been going out for over a year and a half, i think we can get through anything :'). he is amazing and makes me realize that not all boys are the same (just wanting sex and using you). he makes me laugh so much and is just so lovely to be around. 

• a person i also like in a friend way is my hairdresser because i made a big change to my hair and got a bob! i was so scared because it was such a big change and you can't exactly stick it back on.. but i think she did a good job and i love it! still feels so weird as my neck feels naked. but it takes less time to wash and i can get a few styles out of it :) still getting used to it though ehehe.. gunna be dying it red at the weekend i think, eep. god my hair is going to be ruined sooner or later! so my day consisted of getting a new prescription at the optitions, getting my hair cut and working.. and eating! life was good today <3

peace out. 

DAY 5.

5 things that irritate me about males:

• how obsessed they are with sport/cars/x-box, because when they get too competitive it is so annoying. i miss when 'cod' was just a fish. 
• how some think it's ok to mess around with girls or treat them differently when their with their friends, and being a 'jait hunter' i agree that you can't help who you like, but going through the whole younger generation is a bit wrong.. 
• how some can be so scruffy and minging, like wearing the same clothes for days on end.. also, they get so competitive with fred perry. everything is now shiny shoes, grey trousers and fred perry shirt. 
• how cocky they can be. using cockiness to downgrade girls, when they know their right. being cocky doesn't mean your smart. 
• how jealous they can get, like it's fine if they have friends that are girls but when you have a friend thats a boy, its a whole different situation. 

5 things that irritate me about females:

• the bitchiness. like guys, girls should talk to peoples faces when they are annoyed, not bitch about them behind their back so they whole situation is spread around and made worse! bitching about someone and then being sweet as pie to their faces is just so fake.
• the whiny, squeaky voice they put on when they see their boyfriend or boy that is a friend, esp when they want something. it is pretty funny when they are ignored, because they get so frustrated and you see that the little whiny voice was just an act for attention. 
• putting a picture of themselves on facebook and then calling themselves ugly. friend: 'omg your so pretty!' girl: 'no i'm not, i look an absolute state'. just take the compliment with a 'thankyou' and stop attention seeking! but also when they take hundreds of pictures of themselves and upload them all.. all with the same look.. a bit of variety would be more interesting and less self-centered.  
• them that allowed themselves to be used. everyone knows that their boyfriend is an utter cock so i don't see why they pretend that their a gift from god. if they do something to hurt you, then yeah it's going to be upsetting but just move on.. referred to #2 on '5 things that irritate me about males:' or girls that take inappropriate pictures and send it to everyone for the attention and to feel loved. also when girls are messing around with loads of different people, when they know it could all just blow up in their faces. 
• fake girls and how they complain that they can't have a real relationship when they wont even allowed their boyfriend to see them with no make-up on. i mean, i wear make-up, but i think the limit is when it takes you a whole pack of cotton pads to remove it and when you can scrape it off with your finger nail! and when girls want to change everything about themselves, learn to love yourself and be grateful for what you have. 

DAY 4.

what i wear for bed, not something very interesting, because mostly it's just a pair of old sweat trousers or pajama trousers and my bra. then you don't get too warm or too cold.. i wore my christmas onesie for a while because they are so comfy and so warm during that cold period, but when you need a wee in the middle of the night; it's a nightmare! so wooly pajama's are a must for winter!
i also love sleeping in my boyfriends tops, don't know why, but they just feel so much more nicer
..... although underneath all of these, i sleep naked ;) but shh..

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but i'll blog about my day(s) so far.. although it's half term and being away from college makes me happy, i have been so bloody hormonal for nothing.. i mean, it's getting increasingly worse! crying because there are no tomatoes to make a sarnie or burning my teacake a smidge is just not normal. even my mum said i haven't been 'myself' so i'm so confused! hopefully this is just a silly phase and will blow over soon because the only thing keeping me sane is doing DT homework ehehe! so yeah, all of my anger will be taken out with zumba tonight :D can't wait xD! 
so my half term has consisted of eating, sleeping, crying and working, so interesting i'm sure you would all love to here more! i lied.. but i did go shopping, gotz me some lavly bits :3... 
so inbetween all this horrid maths revision is a needed catch up with my best :') 

peace out. 

x

DAY 3.

well quite obviously the person that attracts me is my own boyfriend.. kind, sweet, sensitive, loving, funny, honest, faithful, good looking.. treats a girl like a real princess! i could honestly go on forever, i honestly have never known a love like this before since we met.. he's amazing! although maybe on our first date he kinda got me very very drunk :P he's perfect :') 

♥

DAY 2.

I think i have changed quite a lot actually.. not really worsened though.

• i have better teeth! (Neddy the horse wasn't even close to what they were before braces)
• i have better taste in music and a better style..(my chavy days are now far behind me :3)
• i have learn who and who not to trust in my life
• i have learnt who my real friends are
• i have probably got brainier.. A* maths BOOYAA. 
• i have become more sociable but a lot less active and found a new loving for food.  
• i now know what i aim to achieve in life

and i have just become my own person, i have it when people try and be someone their not! as i now love tattoo's and piercings.. (my background, i would LOVE as a tattoo)

peace out.